Today I decided to break up with her before she did. I didn't feel tired of it, I mean we barely made it to a month. I just didn't feel OK with it and besides I was never interested in the relationship or her. I just wanted closure. Closure in terms of giving her what she wanted even though the love giving was from one-side {her side}. Have never being in a relationship where the other partner is fully devoted in the relationship, am more in relationships where both sides are playing away games. That's better; there are no expectations, heartbreak takes a day or two, you have your space time to yourself completely and there are no commitments. I needed to see how the other side was and it was bad.
